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  <title>403: forbidden</title>
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    <name>403</name>
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  <updated>2024-03-09T00:03:20Z</updated>
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    <title>Name change, health insurance, SNAFU</title>
    <published>2024-03-08T23:07:51Z</published>
    <updated>2024-03-09T00:03:20Z</updated>
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    <dw:mood>tense</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">I currently purchase health insurance through a state exchange. Updating my name with the exchange was a prerequisite for updating it with the insurer, so I did that back in January. It was supposed to propagate through, since both entities have my assigned-at-birth government ID number and presumably index off of that. Instead, my contract seems to have experienced a critical failure to exist. Since I was using auto-pay, I didn't immediately notice that they hadn't billed me for February. It was only yesterday, when I tried to refill my primary narcolepsy medication, that I found out I was uninsured.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By this morning, I'd pulled together enough information to get them to open a ticket for reinstatement. Clock is ticking on my remaining medication.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=131658" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:131517</id>
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    <title>Well, *that's* encouraging. (It really, really isn't.)</title>
    <published>2024-03-07T21:35:04Z</published>
    <updated>2024-03-07T21:35:04Z</updated>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">When dignitaries of an uninvolved country visit a war zone, standard practice is to give all combatant governments a heads-up so that they know not to attack the area where the foreign VIP is about to go. &lt;a href="https://www.reuters.com/world/europe/cant-rule-out-that-russia-targeted-zelenskiy-greek-pm-ukrainian-aide-says-2024-03-07/"&gt;Yesterday, Ukrainian president Zelensky was showing Greek PM Mitsotakis around the port facilities in Odessa&lt;/a&gt; when a missile launched out of Crimea struck "less than 500m" from the delegation. If that was a genuine accident, it's a staggering failure of Russian military command &amp; control. If it was intentional, then they're playing fast &amp; loose with the escalation ladder. Neither is exactly reassuring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=131517" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:131147</id>
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    <title>Inflation incoming, with a bit of an explanatory chain</title>
    <published>2024-01-06T02:47:38Z</published>
    <updated>2024-01-06T02:47:38Z</updated>
    <category term="current events"/>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">One of my discoveries in 2023 is that podcasts and low-visual-impact videos do have a niche in my life after all. So I've started listening to a bunch of "professor's side gig/hobby project" things when I'm doing other boring tasks. I'd still much rather read, but for stuff I don't need to remember in great detail, audio is good enough.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One of those academic's side projects is "What's Going On With Shipping", and right now, that's &lt;a href="https://youtu.be/mSxAkEaAzTU"&gt;A Lot&lt;/a&gt;. Back in November, a group called the Houthi (the Iran-backed faction in the Yemeni civil war) declared they would blockade the narrows between the Red Sea and the Arabian Sea against any commercial vessel "connected to Israel", and backed it up by seizing the Ray Shipping vessel &lt;a href="https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Galaxy_Leader"&gt;Galaxy Leader&lt;/a&gt;, of which one of the beneficial owners is an Israeli. (Galaxy Leader's crew are still being held hostage.) So far, the targets have gone out to at least three degrees of separation in terms of who does business with / is owned by whom. Or the Houthi's intelligence gathering could just be shit. Not mutually exclusive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The above has made not just the shipping companies themselves but also the providers of war risk insurance very skittish. So the big container ships, with their massive cargo value and associated cost to insure, have been diverting away from the Red Sea &amp;lt;-&amp;gt; Suez Canal &amp;lt;-&amp;gt; Mediterranean Sea section of route. Combine that with a drought throttling the Panama Canal (which is currently allowing &lt;a href="https://fortune.com/2024/01/02/panama-canal-shipping-bottleneck-cargo-climate-drought/amp/"&gt;24 of the normal 38 ships per day&lt;/a&gt; to pass through) and moving cargo between the Atlantic and Pacific oceans is becoming a right pain in the ass. Slower, more expensive, and since part of the change is sudden, also disruptive to supply chains.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Those costs in shipping, insurance, and manufacturing delays are all passed on to us, the consumers. Prices go up, available product goes down, everything goes 'round and 'round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=131147" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:130858</id>
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    <title>Current events, Iceland edition</title>
    <published>2023-12-19T02:10:23Z</published>
    <updated>2023-12-19T02:12:57Z</updated>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Over the past month or so I've been watching  an assortment of geology professors use the ongoing subsurface magma activity around Grindavík, Iceland, as a hook for talking about volcanism in general. Today, a fissure finally popped open.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Live from Iceland has some cameras scattered around the area. &lt;a href="https://livefromiceland.is/webcams/fagradalsfjall"&gt;This one has the best view.&lt;/a&gt; (Note that someone is actively managing the cameras, so they'll zoom and pan from time to time.) I've got the feed set to full screen on my laptop because it's just so pretty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tl;dr: Lava! Get it while it's hot!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=130858" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:130643</id>
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    <title>The Onion wouldn't dare touch this one. Why? Because it's real.</title>
    <published>2023-12-08T17:42:42Z</published>
    <updated>2023-12-08T17:44:28Z</updated>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/130643.html#cutid1"&gt;Current events: The ADL as a reactionary organization... at best.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Irony is truly dead, and we have killed it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=130643" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:130450</id>
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    <title>Huh. We now know what makes eczema itchy.</title>
    <published>2023-11-22T21:19:11Z</published>
    <updated>2023-11-22T21:19:11Z</updated>
    <category term="science!"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;a href="https://www.theguardian.com/society/2023/nov/22/scientists-raise-hopes-of-cure-for-eczema-itchiness-with-study-of-skin-bacteria"&gt;The Guardian&lt;/a&gt; reports that &lt;i&gt;Staphylococcus aureus&lt;/i&gt;, already associated with and predispositive towards eczema development, makes a protein that interacts directly with the nerves that produce/transmit itching sensations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=130450" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:130205</id>
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    <title>Legal name change, check</title>
    <published>2023-10-24T04:56:37Z</published>
    <updated>2023-10-24T05:02:38Z</updated>
    <category term="win"/>
    <category term="legal"/>
    <category term="bureaucracy"/>
    <dw:mood>sleepy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">For the longest time, I've disliked the way that I was given a wallet name that makes two distinct references to Christianity. Both of them appear to have been for reasons of inheritance rather than parental convictions, but I've never belonged to that religion and being named in connection with it sends entirely the wrong signal. Even if today one of those references is only apparent when you examine the name's Gaelic roots, I knew and it bothered me. For that and a variety of other reasons, a name change has been on my extended to-do list for well over a decade.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So after being told on my latest visit to the UK, this past February, that I need a fresh passport photo for any subsequent visits, I decided that this year was The Time. After an extended anxiety stall, this morning a dear friend accompanied me to the nearest county courthouse. I spent much longer standing in line than in the actual courtroom, which is typical. (N.B.: Civil matters are apparently never shown on digital schedules here in King County, be they online or on the building's own public screens. It's done to safeguard the identities of people seeking protection orders, by both not directly identifying them and not specifically failing to identify them.) And then I emerged with a brand shiny new wallet-name, went home, and fell over to get the sleep I'd been too wired for last night. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next step, make an appointment with the licensing dpt. to get my new name into my actual wallet. Once that's done, I'll have adequate ID to send my passport off for replacement. Also need to contact my bank, health insurance, renter's insurance, landlord, etc. It's all going to be a short-term pain in the neck, but also a long-term relief.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=130205" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Heads up: NC Pfizer plant knocked out by a tornado</title>
    <published>2023-07-19T23:14:53Z</published>
    <updated>2023-07-19T23:34:57Z</updated>
    <category term="current events"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Damage is still being assessed, but according to Bloomberg, that location handles “&lt;a href="“https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-07-19/pfizer-injectables-plant-damaged-in-tornado-amid-drug-shortage“"&gt;a quarter of all sterile injectables used in US hospitals&lt;/a&gt;“ (&lt;a href="“https://www.archive.is/tusNv”"&gt;paywall breaker&lt;/a&gt;). I hope that’s a bad wording of ‘1/4 of Pfizer’s hospital-bound injectable products in the U.S.’, but either way, it’s bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=130006" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:129721</id>
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    <title>Seriously, humans? Seriously?</title>
    <published>2023-03-13T05:02:28Z</published>
    <updated>2024-01-06T02:48:45Z</updated>
    <category term="history"/>
    <dw:mood>mildly appalled</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">TIL: &lt;a href="https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2023/mar/11/the-first-great-energy-transition-how-humanity-gave-up-whaling"&gt;The international moratorium on commercial whaling is only about as old as I am&lt;/a&gt;. The linked article is an interesting description of that slice of history, with application to transitioning away from petroleum as the world previously transitioned away from whale blubber.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=129721" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:129427</id>
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    <title>Perils of being a strongly Nth-gender enby</title>
    <published>2023-03-11T10:50:27Z</published>
    <updated>2023-03-13T04:57:08Z</updated>
    <category term="mind/brain"/>
    <category term="gender"/>
    <category term="health"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">I was expecting this to happen eventually, but not soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I spent February in the UK with my sweetheart. ~80% positive experience even though I spent most of it either sick or grotty from asthma. It also served as early warning to update my passport (3yrs early), when the border guard got a colleague to double check that my face matched my photo ID. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the same time, my interactions with officials on both sides of the international border—as well as occasional service professionals across the pond—were uncomfortably gendered. There wasn't any moment of hesitation to select a pronoun or honorific, as people had towards me in many U.S. contexts since the post-COVID reopening. It's about as dysphoria-inducing as being consistently "ma'm"d when other's default perceptions of me were feminine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still feel vastly better with my sex hormones balanced towards testosterone, but damn if I like the side effects.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=129427" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:129247</id>
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    <title>Let me run a hypothesis by you, folks.</title>
    <published>2022-11-14T02:04:15Z</published>
    <updated>2022-11-14T02:04:15Z</updated>
    <category term="soc"/>
    <category term="anthro"/>
    <category term="masculinities"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">If you want to get rid of something and have it stay gone, it helps to have some idea of how it came about in the first place. In that spirit, here’s some thoughts about male privilege and why it used to be socially stable. (Rambly, not necessarily the best organized. Light on citations, but I can add ‘em later if people want.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/129247.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=129247" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:128537</id>
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    <title>Nuclear safety win: Chernobyl returned to Ukrainian control</title>
    <published>2022-04-01T14:15:36Z</published>
    <updated>2022-04-01T14:27:13Z</updated>
    <category term="politics"/>
    <category term="science!"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;a href="https://www.reuters.com/world/europe/ukraine-state-nuclear-firm-says-most-russian-forces-have-left-chernobyl-nuclear-2022-03-31/"&gt;Reuters reports&lt;/a&gt; that as of March 31st, 2022, all Russian military forces have left the vicinity of the Chernobyl exclusion zone and its satellite town of Slavutych (where the various monitoring, safety, &amp; support staff live).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.theguardian.com/world/2022/apr/01/russians-fled-chernobyl-with-radiation-sickness-says-ukraine-as-iaea-investigates"&gt;The Guardian&lt;/a&gt; confirms this, and adds that the International Atomic Energy Agency has a specific timeline for having a support mission on the ground at Chernobyl, "within a few days".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cue a medium-sized sigh of relief.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=128537" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:128372</id>
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    <title>Link of the day, historical pandemic edition</title>
    <published>2022-02-07T04:27:29Z</published>
    <updated>2022-02-07T04:27:29Z</updated>
    <category term="links"/>
    <category term="current events"/>
    <category term="history"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;a href="https://archive.fo/SfaGS"&gt;The 1918 flu didn’t end in 1918. Here’s what its third year can teach us.&lt;/a&gt; Archived from &lt;a href="https://www.washingtonpost.com/history/2022/02/06/1918-flu-fourth-wave/"&gt;the original&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aside from doing what it says on the tin, archive.today is currently a handy way to circumvent paywalls on several news sites. Their operational (rather than front-page) URL jumps around periodically as a result. So if the archival link stops working, searching for the source address from the archive.today main page should still bring it up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=128372" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:127939</id>
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    <title>Hello, again</title>
    <published>2022-01-07T17:05:46Z</published>
    <updated>2022-01-07T17:11:40Z</updated>
    <category term="apartment living"/>
    <category term="gender"/>
    <category term="health"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Been a long time since I’ve put an actual life update here. If you’re still present and interested in reading what I have to say, I invite you to comment on this post (even if it’s just a single word). :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/127939.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=127939" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:127532</id>
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    <title>Wow. I wasn't remotely expecting that.</title>
    <published>2021-02-24T11:53:19Z</published>
    <updated>2021-02-24T12:32:27Z</updated>
    <category term="health"/>
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    <content type="html">We just might know how antidepressants work, now. As it turns out, both SSRIs and ketamine &lt;a href="https://www.cell.com/cell/fulltext/S0092-8674(21)00077-5"&gt;bind to a receptor for Brain-Derived Neurotrophic Factor&lt;/a&gt;, TrkB (free article). If you just want the high points, there's a graphical abstract on the front page of &lt;a href="https://www.cell.com/action/showPdf?pii=S0092-8674%2821%2900077-5"&gt;the PDF version&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, this right here? This made my day. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It also offers some new leads to understanding why entire categories of antidepressants don't work for some people. Subtle differences among TrkB alleles and expression frequencies might have big effects on what fits into that molecular pocket and how strong an effect it has. After all, we already know that &lt;a href="https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6181406/"&gt;one particular allele seems to confer a 2.2x risk of suicide attempts&lt;/a&gt; in depressed people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a more basic research level, we might also be able to develop model animals with cued brain-only overexpression of TrkB (where a gene promoter is added, and operates IFF some exogenous chemical cue is present) to determine what effects it has, and whether it's worthwhile to consider tinkering with the expression rate as a treatment method.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=127532" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:127299</id>
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    <title>De-paywalled: What Can Covid-19 Teach Us About the Mysteries of Smell?</title>
    <published>2021-02-04T23:44:42Z</published>
    <updated>2021-02-04T23:45:50Z</updated>
    <category term="science!"/>
    <category term="health"/>
    <category term="pandemic"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Original source: &lt;a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2021/01/28/magazine/covid-smell-science.html"&gt;https://www.nytimes.com/2021/01/28/magazine/covid-smell-science.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tl;dr: Smell is a dominant sense, and invisible in its dominance, much like proprioception.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“People are unaware smell is important until they lose it. And then they’re terrified.”&lt;br /&gt; - Noam Sobel, Weizmann Institute of Science &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/127299.html#cutid1"&gt;Full text, inside.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=127299" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:127206</id>
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    <title>De-paywalled: Some COVID Survivors Haunted by Loss of Smell and Taste</title>
    <published>2021-02-04T19:35:21Z</published>
    <updated>2021-02-04T20:55:27Z</updated>
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    <category term="pandemic"/>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">This is far too important a subject to languish behind a paywall. Original article here: &lt;a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2021/01/02/health/coronavirus-smell-taste.html"&gt;https://www.nytimes.com/2021/01/02/health/coronavirus-smell-taste.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tl;dr: Scent is intimately tied to physical and emotional well-being. If you can't smell sulfur dioxide, you can't tell that the kitchen is filling with gas from the oven or stove. If you can't smell food, you're at a real loss for determining whether it's gone off, and even when nothing's wrong with it, most people say that the pleasure of eating is gone. And people with damage to their sense of smell tend to become socially isolated--because face-to-face interactions are no longer enjoyable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/127206.html#cutid1"&gt;Full text inside.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Addendum:&lt;br /&gt;My immediate thought after reading this was, 'What if the Western plague of anomie is down to our cultures' insistence that smelling like &lt;i&gt;oneself&lt;/i&gt; is unacceptable?' It's such a simple, pervasive thing. If scent is up there with touch in its ability to create feelings of interpersonal connection and warmth, then what effect does its absence have on political polarization? On a societies' degree of individualism vs. collectivism? On America's basic civil society, which has been crumbling for generations?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=127206" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:126806</id>
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    <title>If you could send information back in time...</title>
    <published>2018-03-03T13:01:36Z</published>
    <updated>2018-03-03T13:02:49Z</updated>
    <category term="memes"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>1</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/126806.html#cutid1"&gt;..what would you tell yourself of twenty years ago?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=126806" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:126642</id>
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    <title>Well. So. It's 2018 now.</title>
    <published>2018-01-02T06:56:58Z</published>
    <updated>2018-01-02T06:56:58Z</updated>
    <category term="retrospective"/>
    <dw:mood>sick</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">2017 was a trash fire. It had its moments--even the worst years do--but on the whole, I have more fresh burns from it than anything else.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Good riddance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=126642" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:126302</id>
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    <title>Score one for the social model of disability</title>
    <published>2017-07-30T22:45:38Z</published>
    <updated>2017-07-30T22:45:38Z</updated>
    <category term="bureaucracy"/>
    <category term="rants"/>
    <category term="health"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>16</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Okay, so. The system that brings me my sleep-hack medication is so convoluted that its inability to reliably deliver treatment for my condition automatically renders any commitment I might make into something tenuous, dependent on numerous circumstances I can't control.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/126302.html#cutid1"&gt;Walking through it...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The upshot of all this is that every thirty days, my ability to Person is left hanging by a thread, and I'm furious that all the interlocking systems are &lt;i&gt;okay&lt;/i&gt; with that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=126302" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:126155</id>
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    <title>Something that fell out of my reading, today...</title>
    <published>2017-06-27T07:11:48Z</published>
    <updated>2017-06-27T11:27:55Z</updated>
    <category term="friends"/>
    <category term="mind/brain"/>
    <category term="books"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">My current book is &lt;a href="https://smile.amazon.com/gp/product/1626251703/"&gt;Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents&lt;/a&gt;. I'm less than halfway through, but so far it's fantastic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to talk about one of the exercises, which aims to shake out key bits of "how other people should change to make you feel valued". To do this, one is to quickly and without thinking much, complete the sentences:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I wish other people were more ______.&lt;br /&gt;* Why is it so hard for people to ______?&lt;br /&gt;* For a change, I would love someone to treat me like ______.&lt;br /&gt;* Maybe one of these days I'll find someone who will ______.&lt;br /&gt;* In an ideal world with good people, other people would ______.&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/126155.html#cutid1"&gt;Continued inside...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=126155" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:158622:125727</id>
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    <title>Where I've been all this time...</title>
    <published>2016-11-10T16:47:59Z</published>
    <updated>2016-11-11T01:43:32Z</updated>
    <category term="apartment living"/>
    <category term="friends"/>
    <category term="travel"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Between roughly March and mid-October, I was shuffling from the homes of friends* to relatives' and back again, spending half a week in either so as not to wear out my welcome, and heading out to Leavenworth (location of free housing, far from doctors &amp; therapists) when I couldn't manage one of the transitions. It was exhausting and left me in a constant state of social overextension.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am presently approaching the end of week 4 of 5 on a sublease and am finally, every so often, starting to have a spoon to spare. Of course, after this, I'll be right back to what's become the ordinary grind. That will last for a week and a half, then at the end of the month I'm off to visit &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://premchaia-pre4.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://premchaia-pre4.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;premchaia_pre4&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for a couple of weeks. That will be nice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* 95% &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://kistaro.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://kistaro.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;kistaro&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, to whom I remain endlessly grateful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=125727" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Unimpressed.</title>
    <published>2016-05-08T01:30:53Z</published>
    <updated>2016-05-08T03:36:57Z</updated>
    <category term="health"/>
    <dw:mood>ow</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">After learning in mid-March that my liver was markedly unhappy after six-ish months of danazol, I decided to give the Mirena IUD a try. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/125299.html#cutid1"&gt;Cut for medical content.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Being poked and prodded for the ultrasound has ratcheted my pain level up to the point where OTC medications are not adequate, and it's lingering. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All I wanted when this saga started was to experience less pain, goddamnit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=125299" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Heads up: canned tuna recall</title>
    <published>2016-03-20T23:43:09Z</published>
    <updated>2016-03-20T23:43:09Z</updated>
    <category term="public service announcements"/>
    <category term="links"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="https://consumerist.com/2016/03/17/bumble-bee-recalls-tuna-because-cans-shouldnt-be-spoiled-before-you-buy-them/"&gt;Bumble Bee &amp; Chicken of the Sea canned tuna items listed here&lt;/a&gt; should not be eaten, due to failure of sterilization at the packing plant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=124958" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Danazol, 6-month follow-up/summation</title>
    <published>2016-03-15T04:41:53Z</published>
    <updated>2016-03-15T22:08:30Z</updated>
    <category term="health"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">The writeup has been lingering half-written in a tab for a while, and I finally finished it off because I need to reboot. Here it is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://403.dreamwidth.org/124676.html#cutid1"&gt;Cut for medical discussion.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=403&amp;ditemid=124676" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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